i’m trying hard to stay positive
but it’s difficult, and i don’t know what it is
even when things are good something inside pulls
even when things look up i can’t help but look for holes
and i’m wondering what all it meant
is there something in me? is it something that’s just always been?
falling in to dark and searching for a light
but the bottom never ends and it takes me through the night
and i need to know before i close my eyes
will i wake up here? will i be surprised?
is there anything else that can save me from myself
i need to know if there’s something else
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